Flavour of Live

How Lucky Am I??

2010-02-11T04:28:00.000-08:00

Ok, I think I'm really "lucky" this year

even 2010 just start.. hahahaha..

Wanna know why?

Ok, I will explain it to you =)

First, I've lost my phone in the train when I'm back from Harbin to Beijing and its happen when I'm sleep. Second, I cant got to HK becoz of my visa, if I go there I cant back to beijing and my ticket to back home is from Beijing *suchafunny*. Third, when I'm already return my ticket so I can back faster than before, when I want to take the airplane the airport people said "Your flight already gone" hahahaha.. so I need to buy a new ticket with a really high price. Fourth, I've lost my bank card and I just realize it today *hahahahalaughonme*

what a really stupid me?? sometimes I hate myself to be like this, but this is who I am and I will try to change it. Please pray for me =)

Lie..

2010-02-09T05:43:00.000-08:00

It's all just a lie right??

I don't need to believe all what you said right?

please answer me, don't make me confuse anymore

I need your answer...

BEAST is B2ST!!!

2010-02-05T02:51:00.000-08:00

OK! This day I'm really get a spell from BEAST

They really made me love them a lot.. hahahaha..

5 reason I love them:

*their songs are really great, easy listening and more

I love all their song from Mistery, Bad Girl to Oasis. love all of it, but the most for now is Mistery.. hahahaha..

* I'm fall in love with Doojoon, he's such a great and cool leader XD

Sometimes I see him looks like TOP from Big Bang but they are different.. hahahaha.. and I know him more after watch Hot Blood

* AJ and Yoseob are cute (especially with their smile)

I love AJ since his solo but he suddenly disappear but now he's back!!!!! and he brought Yoseob also. Their smile really made me melt.. hahahaha...

* Hyunseung made me interest since I know him before from Big Bang show, he still cute but still the same less expression

No reason for this, just wanna give some cheers to Hyunseong

*I havent know much bout Dongwoon and Junhyun (but I will)

This is a reason too becoz I will try to know them more and will make me give more attention to BEAST.. wkkk...

"Neon jeongmal Mistery, Mistery, Mistery, Mistery"

more more and more

2009-12-09T06:42:00.000-08:00

ok, I give another song
hahahahaha

just change the she to be he

2PM - HEARTBEAT

ROMANIZATION

*Heartbeat*

can you feel my heartbeat

niga jitbalbgo ddeonan shimjangi
ajikdo ddwigo issuh
geugutdo neoleul hyanghae

ijeulyeogo amooli nolyukhaebwado
saelowoon saramdeuleun amoori mannabado
gaesok dashi ddo dashi dolaseomyun wae ni senggakman naneunji
an hallae geuman hallae
amoori nae jashineul dallaego ddo dallae bwado
amoo soyoungi ubssuh nae shimjangi gojangna bulyusseo wae

wae ajikdo naneun ilun babo gateun jisheul haneunji
meolilon algetneundae gaseumeun wae ji mamdaelonji
nuleul jabgo nochileul mot hae jigeumdo niga na eh gyuttae
itneun gut gattae ibyuleul mitji mot hae

nogool mannado maeum sok han gotseun yulji mot hago gaesok ni jalil biweonwa
ol liga ubneundae oljido moleundago wae mitneunji gaseumi wae maleul an deutni

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
ggeutnatdaneun gul ajikdo molla wae ileoneunji ihaega an ga
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
nuh eh senggakae ajikdo apa gaseumi ddwilddae mada senggakna

ijeoya hae ijeoya salsoo issuh
jiweo beolyuh yaman hae an geulyeomyun naega jooguh
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming.
she's gone, gotta be moving on
gassuh ji ana geunyun ni senggak haji ana

geunyuh neun naega gidalineun gul junhyuh moleun chae jal salgo issuh
geunyuh neun imi nal ijussuh wanjunhi jiwussuh wae naneun geuleokae mot hani

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
ggeutnatdaneun gul ajikdo molla wae ileoneunji ihaega an ga
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
nuh eh senggakae ajikdo apa gaseumi ddwilddae mada senggakna

my heart is beating faster and faster (x4)

TRANSLATIONS

*Heartbeat*

can you feel my heartbeat

the heart that you stepped all over and left
is still beating. and it's beating for you

no matter how hard i try to forget
no matter how many new people i meet
why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around
i don't want to do this anymore. i want to stop.
no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself
it's no use. my heart is broken. why

why do i keep doing such foolish things
i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling
i'm holding on to you and can't let go.
it still feels like you're next to me.
i can't believe in farewell

no matter who i meet, i can't open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty
there's no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back
why isn't my heart listening

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
don't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats

i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming
she's gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.

she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well
she already forgot about me, totally erased me.
why can't i do that

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

my heart is beating faster and faster (x4)

credits: crazykyootie @ soompi

再来一个

2009-12-05T07:51:00.000-08:00

我给你们一首歌吧！
最近我很喜欢这首歌

after school - because of you

Ajikdo na geudaereul ijji mothae
I'll never forget, boy, I'll never forget, boy

He eojinji beolsseo myeot nyeoni jinatneunji molla
Geudae saenggak manhamyeon jakku nunmul man heulleo
Oneul ttara wae geureohke niga bogo peulkka
Chang bakkwi bissoriga nae mameul heundeureo nwa

Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa

Nan hangsang neomanwi jang miga dwiryeodeon nae mameul ani
Ije jogaknan sarangwi machim pyoga dwaetdaneun geol
Nunmuri millyeowa memareun ibsuri jeojeo
Ije eotteokhae geudael ijeulsu eobseo

Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, maeil bam nan
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, geudae ttaemune
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh boy
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo

Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga

Geunaldo biga wasseotji hanchameul geudaen
Mareobshi nareul bara bogiman haesseo
Heundeulli neun nunbitgwa aesseo jitneun eosaekhan
Misoga ibyeoreul yaegi haejweo

Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeongjuji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeongjuji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa

Nabogo tteonarago hal ttaen eonjego tteonan danikka eojjeogo
Michin saram chwigeup manhae jeongmal himdeureo boy, slow down
Amureon maldo mothan chae ureo, cuz I want to stay next to you
My love is true, wanna go back to when I was with you

Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, maeil bam nan
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, geudae ttaemune
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh boy
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo

Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga

I miss you, I need you
Kkum sogeseon ajikdo I'm with you
I miss you, I need you
Shiganeul dwi deollyeo wanna kiss you again, my boy

Mami neomu apeunde gyeondigi
Gwiro unde neoneun eodiseon mweol hani, na ureosseo cham manhi
Neo eobshin nan mossareo
Naegero dorawajweo nal tteonagajima

Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, yeah
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, manhido useosseo nan
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh yeah
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo, neo ttaemune na

Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga

TRANSLATIONS

*Because of you*

I... still... can't... get over you
I never forget...
Boy I never forget.... boy

Can't remember how many years it has been since we broke up
But I cry every time when I think about you
Why I’m so eager to see you today?
The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

I tried to be your only girl
And did you ever understood my heart?
Now it became the compass
Of broken love
Tears are flowing down
And soaks the dry lips
Oh what should I do,
Now I can't erase you out of my mind

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

It also rained on that day
You’ve stared at me wordlessly
You’ve stared at nothing else but me
Those trembling gazes,
And the awkwardly forced smile
Speaks of our separation.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

You’ve told me to leave
And the moment leave
You treat me as if I’m insane
It’s just too hard (boy slow down)
Then I cry silently and wordlessly
Cause I want to stay next to u
My luv is true, wanna go back 2 when I was with u

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

I miss u… I need u…
Even in my dreams I’m wit u..
I miss u… I need u…
Rewind back the time
I wanna kiss u again ma boy…
My heart aches
It’s too much to bear
And where are you? (I cried a lot)
Can’t live without you
Please come back to me
And stay with me

I cried a lot because of you (Yeah~)
I laughed a lot because of you (I laughed a lot~)
I believed in the love because of you (Oooh-Yeah~)
I’ve lost everything because of you (Because of you~)
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

CREDITS
Hyuu @ soompi [for the ROMANIZATION]
T3Note @ musictology.wordpress.com [for the Translations]

对不起。。

2009-12-04T20:14:00.000-08:00

大家好！！
对不起很长时间没给你们我的日记
但现在我不想写日记，因为我觉得我的日记现在没好的
所以我只要给你们歌词，这首歌很合适跟现在的情况
如果你们看完了这个歌词就明白了我的情况 ^^

Navi – Heart Damage (feat. Crown J)

★彡Romanization

amu maldo eobsi nal baraboneun ge
mwonga isanghaeseo du gwireul magasseo
nae nune boineun neoui immoyangi
heeojijaneun marin geot gataseo
eoneusae tto nunmuri nae baldeungeul jeoksigo
neomu changpihaeseo gogaereul sugyeosseo
o jebal ireoji mallago nal tteonaji mallago
oneul cheoeumeuro ni apeseo ureosseo
Yeah that’s right
ama junbihaeya doelgeol that goodbye kiss
urin kkeut ‘e-n-d’ baby like this
gireul jom bikyeojullae excuse me miss
uri ije heeojija no mo’ business
no mo’ whips, and no mo’ ices
nan dasi gallae back to my peops, back to the streets
Check it, yeoja with 2 faces, just can’t do it girl
Yes geunyang ga you’re dismissed
Peace~ (bbbbbiii~~~~~~~ueng)
maeumi dachyeoseo sumdo mot swigesseo
simjange beonjyeoseo jugeulmankeum apa gyesok apa
byeongwone gado naega apeun iyujocha chatji motaesseo
maeumi dachyeoseo….
mundeuk geoureul bwasseo geoul soge bichin nae moseup bomyeonseo
oneul ttak haruman uljago neol biwonaelkkeorago
majimageuro honja sureul masyeosseo
malhaetjanha U can’t get a playa back like that
nan amu Beatena raebeul hal su itjiman
nan amu yeojarangeun jeoldae sarang anhae
yeogiseon neon amu
nan nae kkocheul piuneun han geuru namu
but you ain’t ma flower
majimak jajonsim p..shiii~just swallow
Don’t follow / Don’t call me 2morrow
urin nam over / yo Taxi~ I’mma holla~
maeumi dachyeoseo sumdo mot swigesseo
simjange beonjyeoseo jugeulmankeum apa gyesok apa
byeongwone gado naega apeun iyujocha chatji motaesseo
nae momi dachimyeon amulgin haltende
maeumeul dachyeoseo nunmulbyeongi geollyeo natjil anha
babeul meogeodo ije babinji nunmurinji moreulmankeum
maeumi dachyeoseo…
neoui immoyangi heeojijan mari anigil baraesseo
jebal ireoji mallago nal tteonaji mallago
oneul cheoeumeuro ni apeseo ureosseo

Romanization credits to thelapan.com/h2k

★彡Translation

something seemed strange as you looked at me without a word, so i blocked my ears
because the lip shapes that i saw with my eyes seemed to say let’s break up

without knowing, tears wet my feet again
i was so embarassed, i hung my head
oh~ saying “please don’t be like this. don’t leave me”
today, for the first time, i cried in front of you

yeah that’s right
you’ll probably have to prepare that goodbye kiss
we’re over. e-n-d, baby like this
can you move over? excuse me, miss
let’s break up now. no mo’ business
no mo’ whips, and no mo’ ices
i want to go back, back to my peeps, back to the streets
cuz, girl with two faces, just can’t do it, girl
yes, just go. you’re dismissed
peace~

because my heart is damaged, i can’t even breathe
because it spread to my heart, it hurts so much i want to die.. it keeps hurting
even after going the hospital, i couldn’t find the reason i was hurting
because my heart is damaged

all of a sudden, i looked in the mirror
looking at my reflection in the mirror,
saying that i’ll cry just for one day, that i’ll empty you out,
i drank alone for the last time

i told you, you can’t get a playa back like that
though i can rap to any beat
i don’t love with any girl
here, you’re a nobody
i’m a tree stump that blooms flowers
but you ain’t my flower
last bit of pride, pshh~ just swallow
don’t follow, don’t call me tomorrow
we’re strangers, over
yo, taxi. i’mma holla

because my heart is damaged, i can’t even breathe
because it spread to my heart, it hurts so much i want to die.. it keeps hurting
even after going the hospital, i couldn’t find the reason i was hurting

if my body is damaged, it would heal
because my heart is damaged, my tearful illness won’t go away
up to the point where when i eat, i can’t tell whether it’s food or tears
my heart is damaged

i hoped that your lip shapes aren’t the words of farewell
oh~ saying “please don’t be like this. don’t leave me”
today, for the first time, i cried in front of you

credits to crazykyootie@soompi
Overall Credits: Mardi09@soompi

大家好？？我来了吧！！

2009-09-04T03:12:00.000-07:00

Hi all~
miss me?? (your dream Mei An..)

Finally I can online, but so hard to open site here..
they block everything, I'm even cant open facebook, if I can I still cant do anything just see what happened with it LOL
ok, start with Indonesia ^^

Gw crita dari airport dulu ya..
ke airport tuh tanggal 25 August jam 9 malem, mpe di situ jam 10 malem, langsung d bertemu dengan tmn2 yg lain pergi check in, etc stlah ntu kita kluar lagi cuma buat duduk" doanknmasuk kembali tanpa ada tangis"an.. hahahaha.. da brasa mau jalan" doank kita LOL stlah masuk ktemu ma laoshi kita dibagi jadi klompok" biz ntu da leader nya gitu d tapi leader yg gw dpet tuh masih muda gitu n cowok >< trus orangnya ga ngajak kita ngomong, ga nanya apa" main jalan sndiri gitu d, da gitu bisa ilang" ndiri lagi. N yg lucunya gw tuh bilang ke temen gw "bisa gawat nih kalo tiba" dapet tmpt duduk sblah dia n you know??? gw bneran dapet sblah dia LOL tapi orangnya ternyata baek koq n banyak membantu gw slama perjalanan kesini ^^
tapi sialnya ntu.. slama perjalanan daqri Jakarta ke Xia Men gw ga bisa tidur sama skali n orang" disblah gw tidur smua dengan memberikan godaan tempat senderan, ya bayangin ja ya~ sblah gw tuh dua" nya cowok jadi kan enaq tuh buat disenderin tapi ga enaq lha scara baru knal =( khirnya gw ga tidur d smaleman, nyamoe di xiamen langsung di check panas gitu d, n sialnya karena ga tidur gw ditahan bentar tapi ga mpe dikarantina koq. Cuma ditanya" n periksa doank =) n karena ntu gw berusaha untuk tidur slama perjalanan Xiamen ke Beijing n hasilnya gw tidur ga bangun" mpe nyampe =O

Masih panjang bngt nih critanya tapi da capek.. hahaha.. jadi lanjut kapan" ja ya XP

Seeya

xoxo

Mei An

Good Bye~

2009-08-24T01:33:00.000-07:00

Yeah~
like what you guys know
tomorrow night or maybe 26 morning I will go to China
move there for study, study the language and other things
do a lot of things there ^^

Time move really fast, coz I dont realize it will be tomorrow
feel likes I still wanna here, play with my family, cousin and friend
but what can I do? I have to go
go to reach my dream.. hahahaha... such a boring words =P

I'm done cleaning my room today, coz my bro want to use it
will daone with packing this night ^^
hope everything do well for me, please pray for me =)

But Sadly, I get a lot pf problem today
just before I go, before I leave all of this
problem with my computer, with my lappie and with my friend ><
I want everything done before I go, but what can I do??
nothing, coz it's only 1 day left =(

haaa~ such a boring n busy day LOL
I will write again when I get an internet connection again

Seeya all~
我爱你们，不要忘记我吧！
사 랑 해 <3

The Taste...

2009-08-08T02:19:00.000-07:00

Just like what I promised before, I will make you know the surgery taste
but I will use Indonesia Language for this, to make it more real XDDD

Ok, jadi hari rabu jam 10 kurang gw n nyokap pegi ke rumah + tempat prakter dokter gigi nya
disitu da menunggu 1 dokter bedah mulut. Yup, buat operasi mesti dokter bedah mulut bukan dokter gigi ^^
abd stlah gw msuk, dia langsung menyuruh gw duduk di kursi pasien ><>
ini mw brapa?? skalian 4 aja ya?
Gw ga bisa ngomong apa" wktu dia bilang kyk gitu, gw kira tuh punya gw yg atas ga perlu dicabut tapi ya mw diapain lagi terpaksa d gw cabut n akhirnya gw operasi empat" nya. Remember guys not 2 anymore but 4!

dan seperti yg gw bilang kmaren, org" pada bilang suntiknya sakitlha to apalha.
that's wrong!!! ok, mank sakit but not really bad for me. Kalo lo da pernah facial, sakitnya ntu sama kayak wktu jrawat lo diteken n dipencet di facial, banyaknya air mata juga sama kalo pengalaman gw, gw malah brasa facial lbih sakit.. wkkk..

finally dalam 1 jam operasi selesai, canggih kan tuh dokter dalam 1 jam 4 gigi.. hahaha...
and gw ga ngerasa sakit to lemes to apapun yg dialami nci gw (awalnya) ntu hari pertama tuh, gw msih ngomong, jalan" dsb. Jeleknya hari pertama ntu cuma mulut lo kyk lagi dapet (Menstruation), kluar darah trus, nunduk dikit darah kluar alhasil gw pegang tisu trus tapi ntu cuma bntr koq paling 3 jam ^^ stlah ntu mulai lha gw tiduran doank n ga ngapa"in slain dikompres sama nyokap. Yup, harus dikompres biar bengak nya ga parah =) tapi hari pertama tuh gw msih nyante" masih online pake HP ma temen" les gw, nonton tv yg bikin ngakak tapi gw mesti tahan ktawa, etc. after that, I'm went to bed. Tidur awalnya masih enaq tapi tiba" jam 3 pagi gw terbangun karena gigi n pipi gw skit bngt. Yup, finally the pain out..
awalnya c gw coba tahan, tapi lama" ga tahan n inisiatif ambil air dari bak n saputangan buat kompres n gw melakukan ntu sendiri subuh" diasaat org" lagi tidur LOL and lumayan terobati c tapi ttp ja sakit. Akhirnya gw bgn jam 10an, berusaha untuk mandi n cuci muka and then back to bed again =( O ya, slama dalam pengobatan ini gw cuma boleh makan bubur ntu juga harus dingin and karena mulut gw susah dibuka alhasil ntu bubur belepotan dibibir gw n gw ga bisa makan bnyk, misal gw dikasih 1 piring gw paling makan cuma 5 sendok LOL
ya~ anggep ja lagi diet n ntu bneran hari kedua brat gw da turun 2 kg XP

Hari kedua gw cuma tiduran doank stlah mandi n cuci muka, tiduran, denger lagu n nonton TV. Alhasil gw jadi lmyn tau gosip" terbaru.. hahaha.. and hari ni ntu bisa dibilang kondisi terparah gw =( jadi mending dilewatkan ja karena gw bner" ga ngapa"in

Hari ketiga, hari yg seharusnya ge pegi les tapi karena kondisi gw tidak memungkinkan akhirnya gw kembali bolos. Hari ini gw bner" ga bangun dari kasur sama skali soalnya badan gw bner"lemes banget mandi aja kgk.. hehehe.. tapi malemnya da mendingan stlah gw mengompres pipi gw dengan es dan bengkak nya mulai berkurang and gw tidur juga ga terganggu apapun hari ini.

Hari keempat aka hari ini
Hari ini gw memutuskan buat online karena gw ngerasa da kehilangan banyak bngt info bout my bro.. hahahaha.. and gw kelewatan acara dia di TV karena ntu adanya di TV bawah n gw ga mungkin ke bawah cuma buat nonton >.< so this is my story

for someone:
Hey! I heard you sick too when I'm sick.. hahahaha..
That's prove we are really a soulmate, get weel soon. ok?!
O ya, I think I'm not strong enough now
I keep hide this pain but sometimes I can't keep it anymore, really sorry
but I will keep trying to be a stronger and though girl
Love U <3

Surgery oh Surgery~

2009-08-03T22:04:00.000-07:00

Like what I said last week or last again.. hahahaha...
I will get a surgery (teeth) and it will be tomorrow!!!!!

yeah~
a little bit shocking (for me) when I heard it
coz my plan is Friday but the doctor can't and ask for tomorrow, so I have to agree with it
the bad things are I can't go for class tomorrow, maybe friday too. I will get a big bump on my cheek LOL and maybe can't do anything for several day ><

really nervous and scare right now
I afraid with the injection =( all of my friend who done with this kind of surgery said the most bad things in injection and when you done and the injection effect is gone .. huhuhu...

Pray for me guys =)
I will tell you the taste after I get the surgery maybe write it on Saturday ^^
Seeya~

Made Me Crazy

2009-08-01T01:03:00.000-07:00

Just want to write my feeling today..

Okay, jadi hari ini gw bangun siang lagi seperti biasa dan setelah menyelesaikan segala keperluan sehari-hari gw (like bath, eat, etc). Gw membuka internet and computer like usually ^^
and got Super Junior photos at Japan Airport and I saw 1 photo that made me really crazy until want to cry and It's still till now =(

sorry, I'm edit my post
coz I think of one condition ^^
just like what I said before I don't want something bad happen with them
and I don't want becoz of this entry they will get bash by someone or something ^^

Korea

2009-07-25T03:10:00.000-07:00

I know mostly of people who read my blog are korean lover right???

This day I'm always have a connected with Korea XDD
when I'm in class, this Wednesday. I got a new teacher ^^ and she's my senior in school but for a long time XDDD She graduate in 1993 and I'm in 2009 LOL
and want to know what she said????
SHE SAID IM LOOK LIKE HER KOREAN FRIEND!!!!!
glad to hear that but I have to see it first so I can decide did I'm glad or not (you know, we see the beauty and other things too.. hahaha...)

and Yesterday I saw a really super duper cute korean guy, and he is uber cute.
Yeah~ I saw him at mall with his mom and sister. and he a little bit run while pull his suitcase with a little smile XDDD so cute~
I hope I can meet him again.. hahahaha...

the other stories will tell next time when I can remember all of it =P

It's Been A Long Time

2009-07-23T01:18:00.000-07:00

Hi~
It's been a long time since my last post, is it??
No, it's just a week!!! =P

Don't know what to post today, after the scoliosis problem
I don't have anything to say anymore
and if you see my Super Junior Blog, it's been close for several time, until I'm enough strong too post it their again. Actually I can and it's already become my daily schedule to post it there but think of my body. I will not do it, I can't take to long in front of my computer. But I still following all SSII news and pics XDDDD Yeah~ I can't leave it coz I'm addict to them ^^

One Month 3 days more~
the days I have to go from here, from this country Indonesia..
Yeah~ I'm moving babe!!!
I hope nothing happen until that day so I can go there like what I want, study there, have fun and go to some concert XP My dad allow it, so I will go if I get the ticket. Even he allow me to go to Korea if I'm already understand and know how to go there.. hehehehe..
I love You Dad <3

Hope I can really go to SSII and SMTown'09 concert there ^^

Did you guys watch the new drama on KBS??
it's called Partner, quite good movie. It's still new so I can't say it';s good or not now, about lawyer. Rarely to watch film bout that topic right?? that's what made me interest with that film and what make me more interest is KRY sang the OST!!! hahahaha...
Yeah~ I'm always watch a drama with a super junior in it, like ost, cast or they post it on their cyworld and said it a good drama, etc =P

and yesterday, I watched Harry Potter (Finally~)
I watch it with my mandarin class freind, they are Jose, Venny and Mark (we call his om now, it's mean uncle LOL) the other can't join us because they have to go to other place and the one who make the idea not come (maybe he affraid with the test, but he said he ill XD). He calles Hendra (the grandpa, Mark dad =P). I'm always like Harry Potter but I can say this episode is a little bit flat coz they now fight with voldemort or other enemy now, so it's not make eciting, but I still love Harry Potter ^^ Can't wait for New Moon this year, but it's bad I will watch it with Mandarin dubbing LOL
Yeah~ in China they always dub the film to mandarin (that's waht I know) I can't imagine Robert Pattinson talk to Bella something like "Bella, wo ai ni" LOL it's really weird XDD

ok, I will just end it here
nothing to said anymore.. hehehehehe..

Seeya all~

It's true

2009-07-16T06:28:00.000-07:00

Hi All~

akhirnya hari ini gw ke orthopedy juga stlah berinisiatif ngajak bonyok ke RS =)
and wanna know the result???
Yup, hasilnya seperti apa yg gw perkirakan.
GW KENA SKOLIOSIS.....
tapi tenang aja guys, it's not bad likes the name (I think the name pretty cool XP )
ntu cuma penyakit (ya walau ga bisa dibilang penyakit juga c) yang artinya tulang belakang lo bengkok, ni yang membuat badan gw miring n kaki gw brasa panjang sebelah tapi stlah diukur pake meteran ma dokternya ternyata kagak XDDD.
Keparahan dari penyakit ini adalah derajat kebengkokan kita and untung aja setelah gw dironsen hasilnya tidak terlalu parah (below 15 degree) sehingga gw ga perlu pake brace/kawat penyangga (15-25 degree) or do a surgery ( >30 degree) trus karena pertumbuhan gw sudah selesai jadi kata dokternya ga bakal tambah parah =) jadi yang mulai sekarang harus gw lakukan adalah melakukan exercise yang seimbang like swimming, weight lifting, etc then no tennis or badminton anymore >.<

Skarang gw bener" bersyukur banget gw ga jadi les tenis waktu ntu kalo ga skoliosis gw ni bisa tambah parah =(
thanks for all the pray (Mom, Dad and my Lovely Hyung) <3

Nothing to Do

2009-07-14T05:42:00.000-07:00

emmmm~
sebenernya c ga da yg khusus yg bisa gw critain hari ini
tapi karena ni blog sepertinya da lama ga diupdate and gw lagi bosen OL, alias ga da link yg bisa dibuka lagi karena SJ lagi ga da news" and pics baru yg biasanya bikin gw sibuk berat mpe ga bisa buka blog and other things. Yup, they are busy preparing to SSII and I'm understand bout it ^^

Mw mulai darimana ya??
binggung juga gw XP

Ok, kita mulai dari kejijikan gw hari ini.. hehehehe...
Hari ini gw SMS-an bentar ma Tika, trus dia tiba" bilang gini "Yol, liat wall-an nya c H keM d" n karena waktu ntu gw lagi ga ol alias lagi nonton music bank, jadi gw ga gitu peduli n cuma nanya paan ja. tapi mw ditapi, khirnya gw penasaran juga n stlah selesai menonton music bank langsung lha gw ber-ol ria lagi XDDD n begitu gw membuka facebook c M, gw melihat teman" IPA nya lagi bernorak ria tentang SJ, SorrySorry and other Korean Artist.
Gw bukannya ga demen ya SJ ada fans baru and I'm still love SorrySorry tapi mreka tuh norak abiz LOL and bukannya gw ga suka ma anaq IPA, I do like them. They all still my friend.
but Common Guys, today is time for Neorago and you still talk bout SorrySorry???
sebenernya c bukan waktu neorago juga secara SJ masa comebacknya da klar. It's time for SNSD n SHINee now.

Apa yg mau gw bilang disini tuh, please dhe jangan jadi fans norak, you said you're fans but you even don't know who is Leeteuk??? (LOL I'm laughing on you now)

ok, skarang lupakan masalah fans norak ntu
kita beralih ke masalah lain.. hehehehe....

Let's talk bout cap 3 jari. Smua udah ngecap ya??? pastilha ya~
udah dapet ijazah malah LOL tapi gw yg menulis blog ini blom XP
and gw blom mlakukan ntu karena kmarin gw ga dateng ke skul seperti teman" gw yang lain.. hahahahaha.. Yea~ I'm break the rules again but it's OK for me XDDD

and you know, my brother already went home
ok not my cousin XDD but we don't make any different with cousin n real bro right??
Yup, finally he back from China again and he more looks like Hyukjae and korean now, and that's why I'm proud of him XP He will back to China again on 30 August when I will go there on 26 August, so I will go first but we live in different country, he lives in Changsa when I'm in Beijing ^^
Welcome home Bro~

Hari ini agak membosankan, ya karena hal" yang gw sebutkan diatas dan juga karena keleletan inet gw. Ga tau d knapa hari ini inet gw lelet banget terutama buat buka facebook tapi gw ga bisa nyalahin inet gw juga coz I'm know Facebook being really heavy now.

Haaaa~ People tell me what should I do now. I'm really bored to death now >.<
and FYI, My Genie it's arrived yesterday XDDD
I love the CD and other things but not with the poster. I don't know why I'm not like the poster but it's still ok and now I'm thinking to buy SHINee mini album Romeo becoz I love the song a lot, but still thinking bout that XP

Award...

2009-07-09T04:33:00.000-07:00

Award dari Tika my lovely friend ^^

Awards : Tutorit Friendship

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Inilah Award Tutorit Friendship itu...

Arti Award:
Tutorit Friendship merupakan award yang diberikan untuk blog/web yang kamu anggap paling meng-inspirasi dan sangat bersahabat.
Homework to Special Friends :

Buatlah postingan yang memuat gambar award ini di blog kamu.
Sebutkan siapa yang memberikan award beserta link blognya.
Hadiahkan award ini kepada 10 sahabatmu. (buat gw 5 aja ya, blog tmn gw yg lain foreign)
Kunjungi blognya dan beritahukan kalau ada award dari kamu untuknya.
Lakukan hal yang sama seperti yang memberikan award ke kamu.
Copas dari "Begin Copy" Sampai "End Copy" di blog anda.

Special Friends :
Tika
Vhe
Bern
Weggie
Konayochi
Agret

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BT!!!!

2009-07-09T04:17:00.001-07:00

Tadinya c gw ga mau nulis tapi karena gw lagi BT berat karena 1 hal akhirnya gw mutusin buat nulis

ok, gw bakal crita hal yg bikin gw BT. Jadi hari ini ntu gw akhirnya mendapat visa and sgala hal yg gw butuhkan untuk berangkat ke China and awalnya gw nga mengecek smua hal ntu. tapi tiba-tiba saat nyokap gw mengeceknya.........
I'M ONLY GOT VISA F!!!!!!!!!!
It means only for 6 month.. huhuhu... tapi bukan ini yang bikin gw BT sepenuhnya tapi karena temen gw yang juga bakal ke China ternyata mendapat visa yang berbeda dengan gw yaitu visa X.
Knapa gw bisa dapet yg F sedangkan dia yg X?????
gw bt bukan karena gw iri dia dapet X and gw dapet F ya tapi karena gw males ke kedutaan sendiri buat perpanjang nih visa And yg gw takutin ntu, waktu gw mau perpanjang ntar ga dikasih ma kedutaan sono tapi jangan mpe d ya.
Ya lo pada bayangin aja, gw baru blajar bahasa 6 bulan n pastinya lom boleh kuliah and menguasai bahasa sepenuhnya tiba-tiba disuruh pulang LOL MW JADI APA GW????
walau mungkin gw bisa ke Amrik seperti yang nyokap gw harapkan sampe sekarang tapi gw ga mw ntu terjadi >.<

Sekarang gw cuma bisa berdoa aja d biar nih visa bisa diperpanjang trus =)
Pray for me guys ^^

Random Oh Random~

2009-07-07T22:34:00.000-07:00

Hi all~
nice to meet you again
tadinya c mau nulis kmaren tapi males online.. hehehe...

ok, jadi akhirnya kmaren gw menyelesaikan masalah gigi gw
and it's done baby!!!!!
ga juga c sebenernya masih lom operasi
tapi gw tetep seneng karena gw bisa istirahat ga ke dokter gigi untuk bbrp minggu ini XDD
gigi gw yg patah ntu khirnya ditambel ma dokternya n dibikin kyk gigi lagi
ya kalo yg liat c ga mungkin tau kalo ntu bukan gigi asli bagian blakangnya =P
tapi gw jadi ga bisa makan yg keras" untuk gigi ini karena takut patah lagi =(
but I will still it eat, cuma ngejauhin aja dari gigi yg ini.. wkkkkk....

and hari ini pemilu!!!
pada nyontreng ga????
gw c tadinya ga mau, tapi karena dipaksa oleh 1 kluarga gw
jadi ya terpaksa d, and lo pada tau gmn cara maksanya????
mereka maksa gw dengan kata" kyk gini.....
"malu tau ntar didatengin pak RT" and "Bapak lo tuh ketua TPS masa anaknya kgk nyontreng???" LOL khirnya gw terpaksa d dateng ke TPS buat nyontreng
and I choose SBY XDDDDD

slesai nyontreng, gw nonton silet bntar
and disitu ngebahas ttg Jacko again
Ya, gw mank terlambat bangun buat nonton pemakamannya dia, jadi cuma tau dari silet d =P
bner d gw kasian bngt ma Jacko palagi wktu anaqnya speech "Daddy I Love You"
OMG!!! it's really touching and makes me wanna cry >.<
trus ada video Jacko gentayangan di Neverland lha LOL makin aneh ja crita ttg dia
but I'm still respect him, coz his song was inspiration for all of us ^^
RIP King Of Pop =)

It's Continue

2009-07-02T05:32:00.000-07:00

ok, nih lanjutan dari yg kmaren^^

kmaren kan gw bilang mw ke dokter tulang tuh ya~
tapi ternyata hasilnya hari ini gw ke dokter gigi lagi
wanna know why???
karena kmaren gigi gw yg masih dalam tahap prawatan tiba" patah bagian blakangnya
n terpaksa gw ke dokter gigi karena takut nih gigi harus dicabut >.< and sgala prawatan yg telah gw lakukan terbuang sia" tapi punya tapi...
tau pa hasil waktu gw ke dokter dgn nunggu di ruang tunggu slama 2 jam, gw cuma masuk 5 mnit LOL Yup, doctornya cuma liat trus kata dia masih ga papa n cuma ditambel dikit ntar katanya baru dirapihin n dia juga ngomongin masalah operasi. Kata dia untuk skarang ini gw lom bisa operasi karena dokter bedahnya lagi liburan =( n baru balik tanggal 20an gitu d n mungkin gw baru bakal operasi agustus awal gitu d soalnya biasanya tanggal segitu gw pasti lagi *** jadi ga bisa operasi d =P

Ya da lha segini ja crita hari ini, gw mw makan dulu. Laper berat ni~ hehehehe..

Seeya dengan crita dengan dokter tulang yg mungkin bsok akan kudatangi ^^

I love Doctor~

2009-07-01T04:19:00.001-07:00

Actually I don't really love doctor
but I'm bored to meet them >.<
that will happen when you always have to meet them almost everyday =P

ok, enough with english ^^
Kmaren gw ke RS buat ronsen n pastinya gw ktemu ma dokter disitu
walo ga bisa dibilang dokter juga c.. hehehe... Stlah dari RS gw langsung beranjak ke dentist buat ngasih liat hasil ronsen and juga membereskan gigi gw yang lom klar mpe skarang.
Oh My~ Mpe kapan gw mesti bolak balik dentist??? I'm Tired~
Mw tau resultnya??
Ok, the result is... (ada suara drumnya, bayangkan lha ndiri)
GW HARUS OPERASI!!!!!!!!!!!

Mpe sekarang gw masih lom tau kapan operasinya kemungkinan lusa ini alias Jumat jadi gw bisa istirahat waktu hari Sabtu n Minggunya =) tapi serem gila!!!!!! walaupun tuh dokter bilang sekarang ga gitu sakit karena akarnya masih kecil tapi teteup, kalo denger kata operasi tuh gimana gitu ya~ Palagi stlah melihat k2 nci gw yang da pernah operasi and mreka smua pulang dengan keadaan sengsara ga bisa ngapa"in >__<

Jumat operasi tapi bsok gw tetep mesti ke RS lagi (mungkin), karena gw berinisiatif memeriksa tulang gw yang sangat terasa masalahnya. Pertama, gw gampang banget pegel" and kalo da ngilu ntu da bner" sakit banget.. huhuhu.. Kedua, banyak orang bilang (walo tadinya cuma 1 orang tapi merembet ke orang lain stlah gw bertanya) badan gw miring ke kiri and kalo diliat mank kai gw panjang sblah jadi ga tau d gmn hasilnya bsok. Apakah cukup dengan terapi to dibiarin aja to harus operasi juga???? Hope it will not happen =]

Now I have to fighti with the surgery, Pray for me guys~
Mei An aja aja fighting!!!!

What the **** with that accident???

2009-06-27T03:07:00.000-07:00

AAAAAARRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!
Hari ini mw gw dibilang kesel ya kesel, sedih ya sedih juga
tapi mau dibilang cukup seneng ya seneng juga

ini smua karena brita tentang accident di Music Bank
that's really crazy guys~
gimana cara di acara yang segede gitu lampu nya bisa jatoh????
and parahnya ni bikin Onew jadi shock berat bahkan pingsan and hampir kena ntu lampu, untungnya Siwon n Kyuhyun sempet nahan ntu lampu. Tapi gw juga bingung ntu lampu segede gaban ga mungkin kan cuma mreka b2 yg nahanin?? >_<

and Sungmin juga, dia jadi injured karena properti panggung Music Bank. Mank MB ga priksa dulu apa sgala propertinya?? Mpe bisa bikin kejadian" kyk gini.
GW BENER-BENER KECEWA BERAT MA MUSIC BANK!!!!!

tapi hal ini membuat gw smakin bangga kepada Kyuhyun n Siwon XDDD
smoga Sungmin n Onew cepet sembuh ya~ and Kibum too =)

PS: I luv Park Jungwoo XDDD

The First Day

2009-06-25T23:08:00.000-07:00

Hari ini gw memulai hari gw dengan bangun pagi
dan ini untuk pertama kalinya slama liburan XDDD
Yup~ slama liburan gw slalu bangun siang bngt bahkan sore =P
Gw bangun pagi karena 1 tujuan yaitu NGELES
My intensif class stared today guys~
Les nya c mnurut gw menyenangkan n ga ngebosenin kayak les" biasa
ya secara gw ga brasa kalo gw da ngeles 3 jam padahal biasanya 1stengah jam ja gw da ngantuk" mau tidur LOL
Laoshi nya friendly n lumayan asik but not for the classmate, bner" ga friendly bngt
saling knalan ja kgk >_< GA DA YANG GANTENG XDDD tapi ini kan baru hari pertama jadi masih bisa dimengerti lha coaba kita tunggu beberapa hari lagi.. hehehe..
trus tadi ada 1 orang cowok gitu yg tlat dengan membawa kantong hub, langsung d c Jose histeris kirain orang korea tapi ternyata stlah gw liat bner" ga banget. I think he still Junior High School ^^

Besok gw masih harus bangun pagi lagi karena harus menggantikan bonyok jaga toko ^.^
O ya, tadi pagi juga gw dpet brita mengejutkan di radio dalam keadaan ngantuk tiba" denger brita kalo.... MICHAEL JACKSON IS DIE!!!!!
OMG, I'm really shocked before. Becoz I really love his song especially Heal the World n You're not Alone =) RIP King Of Pop

I Miss Him...

2009-06-24T01:00:00.000-07:00

Haaaaaa~
I really miss Kim Kibum >_<
watch his drama made me miss him more
truthfully I really miss his rap, especially when listen to missinU and U
OMO~ Kibum quickly comeback with Super Junior =P

ok, stop with English.. I have to learn Indonesian language more before I leave this country ^^

ok guys, mulai Jumat ini gw bakal mulai les intensif Mandarin
yeaah~ I'm really have to start it
karena gw bener" ngerasa kalo skill mandarin gw tuh menurun drastis, terutama kalo lagi mau translate. Cyworld n UFO aja bikin gw pusing, palagi news coba???
bner" mesti blajar extra keras nih gw.. huhuhu..

Mei An aja aja fighting!!!!
*kayakorangbegomenyemangatidirisendiri* LOL

My Numerology

2009-06-24T00:25:00.001-07:00

I'm trying this on a site
and quite interesting coz many of it was really true XD
but this is really long again
I think I like to post a long entry today =p

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14 January 1992

Your date of conception was on or about 23 April 1991 which was a Tuesday.

You were born on a Tuesday
under the astrological sign Capricorn.
Your Life path number is 9.

Your fortune cookie reads:
Plan for many pleasures ahead.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 7 & 11.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 8 & 22.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2448635.5.
The golden number for 1992 is 17.
The epact number for 1992 is 25.
The year 1992 was a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/15/1991 and ending 2/3/1992.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Goat.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Goose; your plant is Bramble.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Famenoth, the third month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 9 Shevat 5752.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 10 Shevat 5752.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.18.13.11 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 18 tun 13 uinal 11 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Tuesday, 9 Rajab 1412 (1412-7-9).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 19 April 1992.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 26 April 1992.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 4 March 1992.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 7 June 1992.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 14 June 1992.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Monday, 28 September 1992.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Saturday, 18 April 1992.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 3 March 1992.

As of 5/9/2009 12:00:49 AM EDT
You are 17 years old.
You are 208 months old.
You are 903 weeks old.
You are 6,325 days old.
You are 151,800 hours old.
You are 9,108,000 minutes old.
You are 546,480,049 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:
Jason Bateman (1969) LL Cool J (1968) Faye Dunaway (1941)
Jack Jones (1938) Andy Rooney (1919) William Bendix (1906)
Hal Roach (1892) Albert Schweitzer (1875) Benedict Arnold (1741)

Top songs of 1992
End of the Road by Boyz II Men Baby Got Back by Sir Mix-a-Lot
Jump by Kris Kross Save the Best for Last by Vanessa Williams
Baby-Baby-Baby by TLC Tears In Heaven by Eric Clapton
My Lovin' (You're Never Gonna Get It) by En Vogue Under the Bridge by Red Hot Chili Peppers
All 4 Love by Color Me Badd Just Another Day by Jon Secada

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.47553816046967 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

Your lucky day is Saturday.
Your lucky number is 8.
Your ruling planet(s) is Saturn & Uranus.
Your lucky dates are 8th, 17th, 26th.
Your opposition sign is Cancer.
Your opposition number(s) is 2 & 7.

Today is not one of your lucky days!

There are 250 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 18 candles.

Those 18 candles produce 18 BTUs,
or 4,536 calories of heat (that's only 4.5360 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.06 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1992 there were approximately 4.1 million births in the US.
In 1992 the US population was approximately 248,709,873 people, 70.3 persons per square mile.
In 1992 in the US there were 2,362,000 marriages (9.2%) and 1,215,000 divorces (4.8%)
In 1992 in the US there were approximately 2,148,000 deaths (8.6 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1992 the population of Australia was approximately 17,581,284.
In 1992 there were approximately 264,151 births in Australia.
In 1992 in Australia there were approximately 114,752 marriages and 45,729 divorces.
In 1992 in Australia there were approximately 123,660 deaths.

Your birth flower is CARNATION

Your birthstone is Garnet

The Mystical properties of Garnet

Garnet is used as a power stone

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Emerald, Rose Quartz

Your birth tree is

Elm Tree, the noble-mindedness

Pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, tends to a know-all-attitude and making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humour, practical.

There are 230 days till Christmas 2009!
There are 243 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waxing gibbous.

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You entered: Yolanda

There are 7 letters in your name.
Those 7 letters total to 27
There are 3 vowels and 4 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:
Spanish Female Violet.
Greek Female Variant of Iolanthe: Violet flower.
French Female Variant of Yolande: Violet flower; strong.

Your number is: 9

The characteristics of #9 are: Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression.

The expression or destiny for #9:
The expression that you exhibit is represented bythe number 9. Your talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with people, and have the potential to inspire. This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing all of these capabilities at this time. Some of your talents may have been used at an earlier time in your life, and some may still be latent. Be aware of your capabilities, so that you can make use of them at appropriate times.

If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural expression in this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others. Your personal ambitions are likely to be maintained in a very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. You are quite idealistic, and disappointed at the lack of perfection in the world. You have a strong awareness of your own feeling as well as those of others. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important.

Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 expression can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this expression.

Your Soul Urge number is: 8

A Soul Urge number of 8 means:
With an 8 soul urge, you have a natural flair for big business and the challenges imposed by the commercial world. Power, status and success are very important to you. You have strong urges to supervise, organize and lead. Material desires are also very pronounced. You have good executive abilities, and with these, confidence, energy and ambition.

Your mind is analytical and judgment sound; you're a good judge of material values and also human character. Self-controlled, you rarely let emotions cloud judgment. You are somewhat of an organizer at heart, and you like to keep those beneath you organized and on a proper track. This is a personality that wants to lead, not follow. You want to be known for your planning ability and solid judgment.

The negative aspects of the 8 soul urge are the often dominating and exacting attitude. You may have a tendency to be very rigid, sometimes stubborn.

Your Inner Dream number is: 1

An Inner Dream number of 1 means:
You dream of being a leader and one who is in charge. You want to be known for your courage, daring, and original ideas. You seek unconquered heights. People may get a first impression that you are very aggressive and sure of yourself.

Rank of Music Group Member^^

2009-06-24T00:24:00.000-07:00

This is my rank for Music Group Member
I have Super Junior, TVXQ, SHINee, 2AM, FT. Island, Big Bang, and SS501 for boys
and SNSD, Wonder Girls, and Kara for girls

the last not mean I didn't like them, I love all of them^^

SUPER JUNIOR (+M)
1. Cho Kyuhyun
2. Choi Siwon
3. Kim Kibum
4. Lee Donghae
5. Zhoumi (Jumyuk)
6. Lee Eunhyuk
7. Leeteuk
8. Kim Jongwoon (Yesung)
9. Kim Youngwoon (Kangin)
10. Henry Lau (Liu Xian hua)
11.Kim Ryeowook
12. Kim Heechul
13. Lee Sungmin
14. Hankyung
15. Shindong Hee

TVXQ
1. Max Changmin
2. Uknow Yunhoo
3. Xiah Junsu
4. Hero Jaejong
5. Micky Yoochun

SHINee
1. Onew
2. Key
3. Jonghyun
4. Taemin
5. Minho

2AM
1. Seoulong
2. Jinwoon
3. Changmin
4. Jokwon

FT. Island
1.Lee Jaejin
2. Choi Minhwan
3. Song Seung Hyun
5. Choi Jonghun
5. Lee Hongki
6. Oh Wonbin (ex)

Big Bang
1. G-Dragon
2. Daesung
3. TOP
4. Seungri
5. Taeyang

SS501
1. Kim Hyungjoon
2. Kim Kyujong
3. Park Jungmin
4. Kim Hyunjoong
5. Heo Youngsaeng

SNSD
1. Taeyeon
2. Sooyoung
3. Yoona
4. Seohyun
5. Hyoyeon
6. Tiffany
7. Jessica
8. Sunny
9. Yuri

WONDER GIRLS
1. Sunye
2. Ye-eun
3. Yubin
4. Sohee
5. Sunmi

KARA
1. Nicole Jung
2. Gu Hara
3. Kang Ji Young
4. Han Seung Yeon
5. Park Gyuri

PS. Sorry I didn't have 2PM, A'st1 or other band
coz I really cant recognize them individually
I just know the band not the member^^ Mianhe

Finally~

2009-06-24T00:22:00.001-07:00

Finally, I make a new blog again
this blog will be focus to my story so it will rarely update
Hope you like it ^^

first I will start with my profile

Name : Mei An
Age : 17
B'day : 14 January 1992
Fav Group : Super Junior, 2AM, Big Bang, 2PM, etc

Just ask if you want to know the other else ^^